So I'm taking this Saturday off of studying. This past week has been hell. I got to the point to where I don't know how long I've been functioning with out sleep. && I'm a person who enjoys and values her sleep. I wasn't a happy camper. This past week has been hell, I had 3 exams along with a project, usually one right after the other.
I was also disappointed with myself, I studied my ass off on one of my exams and I almost, almost failed. When I looked at the answer key, i was very disappointed, i answered the wrong answer on the stupid scantron but i knew the answer. One of two things probably happened 1. I was sleep deprived -pulled an all nighter- or 2. i read the question wrong because i was sleep deprived. UGHhh. i feel so stupid.

Now I'm all caught up on my sleep and finally woke up before noon on a weekend for once.
I still have to study somemore, but i'm giving myself a break. I seriously don't know how some of my friends can do all nighters and retain information. All i know is that i have to try harder. I'm starting to question my major though... or maybe i'm just losing it or maybe i'm giving up, but i'm not going to. But sometimes i FEEL so stupid. It's like everyone gets it but me.

So i'm going to catch up here & other online places. geez, i'm so behind. :/


My social life is nearly gone, I don't really talk to my friends any more. I don't even remember the last time i went out.

SIGH. anyway, I'm going to submit another picture of my wonderful morning glories. They make me feel at peace.

I"m not a dreamer.
haha, denial.